I realized last night that I need something. I need the drive. I need to get something inside me that helps me do what I need to do.
I'm so tired all the time. I have so much that I'm doing with my two. #1 is in cheerleading and #2 is cutting teeth. I just don't have any energy. I want so bad to do something for me but when it gets to be the time I can actually get my fat butt on the eliptical I'm so tired I just want to stare at the wall. I don't know what to do. I want to be healthy so badly. I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I don't know what to do.
I think I'm going to take some time this weekend and research a bit. I really want to know how movement effects one's body. I know that it's a good thing, I just want to know exactly what it does.
I need to have a powerful WHY!
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My name is Erin and I'm a fat girl. I haven't always been fat but I have never been thin, skinny, or svelte. I'm like a lot of women out there. I have children. The problem didn't start until I gained 55 pounds with my first daughter. I lost it all in 2 years because of a divorce. Then two years ago I remarried and in May 2008 I delivered another girl. There has to be a way to get this squishy off, and I'm going to find it.
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